OF BUNGA TELUR AND BALLY SHOES

kidding..
OF LAPTOP SKIN AND FRIENDS

So, I finally got back my laptop skin from Nana. It was bought by Erli and Dalila back in previous semester at Lowyat. Yeah, it took months for my laptop to have a new and perfect skin. Thanks nana, and your roomate too for helping me to cut the laptop skin according to the exact size, 14".

Why not me the one who cut it?? Well, I am gutless person. I can not bear the consequences if I ever let myself to be alone with the skin and a scissor. That skin will never get the chance to protect my ugly dark-blue Inspiron 1420 and instead, end up in my pink dustbin.

So, when I had the skin this evening, I told myself that I'll let Mira or Erli to paste the skin to my laptop. They are neat, and good at these kind of things. I once asked Dalila to do so, but she claimed that it was her room mate, Nisaa that helped her to paste hers. So, she refused. When I asked whether or not Nisaa could help me this time, she told me to tell Nisaa myself first. Haiya, leceh la. Never mind la,I'll just wait Mira or Erli tonight.

It was 6:45 pm and I was sitting on the sejadah absolutely doing nothing when my eyes caught the blue-white notebook skin on the table, untouched. I took it and thought.

'Why should I ask someone else to do it for me?'
'Why couldn't I do it at the first place?'

One thing leads to another.
So I asked myself, what if there's no one there to help me? Should I just sit and wait for anyone else to do?
Now that I realized for all these time, I had been relying too much on my friends. Mira, Erli, Wawa and even Aziah also. Previous semesters, It's always been them whom alert me with most of the things. Aziah, Wawa and Erli with homework, notes to be photocopied, assignment to be submitted(since Mira and me were quite same). Not to mention the soft copy of notes that lecturers always asked us to take at the end of the class. In the room, sometimes Mira helped a lot. And the scooter's key, Erli and Mira always reminded me almost every time i got off from my red Ego. Dalila also who's always been the planner of every semester's schedule. Yeah, I never did give a damn of the schedule and the sections. All these while, I've been following them. It's always been them.

Starting this semester(insyAllah), there will be no 'them'. I have to do it alone. Yes, together with me will be Dalilah but things are not gonna be the same anymore. After this, if I ever needed any help, when I turned back, they will not be there anymore. I know that we share the same buildings but trust me, it's gonna be different this time.

Not that i regret the fact that I choose this path, and I am gonna be alone. NO. It's not that. That matter, i can handle pretty well. It's just, I depended on them too much. I am sure they hate my guts(haha~), but I really LOVE them..


Okay, back to reality with me and my laptop skin. I did everything according to the step given at the back of the cover.

1. Clean and wipe the surface dry with a piece of cloth.
Where the hell should i grab that cloth..aha,my t shirt. Don't worry. it's a new tshirt okay.
Measure and cut the laptop skin accordingly to fit your laptop.
Done!(even though it wasn't me doing that)

2. Peel one corner of backing off stickers and cut it.
Okay, I am nerv-(high-pitched)-ous. I peeled and then realized, i don't have any scisors. Aha, I tear it off with my bare hand (tak agak2 pon, maen koyak je)

3.Placed the exposed corner on the cover. Slowly paste the laptop skin on the laptop cover.
I stopped, I'm lost. It's okay, proceed bravefully. I pasted and once again I realized I did it upside down.(terbalik ghupe nye). I peel it off and try again.

4. Peel off other backing sticker, slowly and run your finger through to eliminate air bubbles.
Shuutt!! To many bubbles. Take the skin off again and paste it. Same jeh.. Peel, and run finger. Okay, bubbles' decreasing. Again,peel it off a bit and run 5 fingers thoroughly..and yeah.. Two bubbles left but I stopped. Stupid stubborn bubbles. I swear that you will live the rest of your lives trapped between my laptop and her skin.. huahuahua(evil laugh~)

Then, tadaa.....
Presenting my Dell with her new skin!!!



Still couldn't figure out how to do the edge part of the laptop.. Ah, never mind. I'll ask Mira or erli later on.

ini.kawan.saya.

Sahabat yang menunjukkn kebaikan kepada kamu, adalah sahabat yg baik. Dan sahabat yang menunjukkn kesalahan kamu, adalah sahabat yg paling baik ~ hukuma~

Jusco Melaka meletup?

I was scrolling down the fb's home page when...boomb!
One of my friend's posted

"btl ke jj bru kt mlaka runtuh???"

There were some response about their future plan to shop there and blah..blah..blah..

I don't give a d*** about shopping in Jusco. Jusco's everywhere. But this news really bait my attention. Why?

1) It's in Malacca, my precious small-but-cozy hometown
2) It' a NEW Jusco. And they will be having their grand opening on this 17 th! Just imagine how much loss they will face.
3) It's believed that this mall might be the largest Jusco mall that ever exist on Malaysia and it exploded...ghaihayaha.

You can read the updated news here, The Star.

To be brief, the explosion was due to gas leaking in the gas system near the food court. 16 injured and one death was reported. Poor guy.

Few days before, we were shocked by the freak and scary incident which also happen in a mall, KB mall. Today, an explosion in soon-to-open mall. Haih.
What's up with the mall today..

None of these accident were expected not even thought to happen.
But, with Allah's will none of these are impossible too.

Alhamdulillah, at some point i have to admit that I am grateful that this small explosion happenned before the grand opening. If it is to happen with a crowd swarming around the mall, who would know that my family or friends might be in that crowd.

Kuasa Allah di luar jangkaan kerdil manusia.

Let's us slip in our prayer that we'll be given the chance to die in the nikmah of Iman, Islam and Ihsan..ameen.

Kembara Ilmu by Mohd Suhaimi

kembara ilmu selaut cahaya
milik Tuhan tiada bertepi
diselam tak jejak ke dasar
ditimba tak luak setitis

kembara misi lembah nurani
menakung titisan ilmu suluhan budi
resapan dari akal yang murni
untuk diuntai mutiara sufi
menjadi azimat menuju firdausi

lembah nurani fitrahnya suci
jangan ditinggal gersang
jangan dibiar hitam
gersang nurani kerana tiada ilmu
hitam nurani kerana dosa bertimbun

noda di hati melemahkan minda
kembara sufi terasa sukar
sesatlah di dalam pelayaran
hanyut tiada pedoman
akhirnya karam dalam kegagalan

p/s:- something to share for us, the knowledge seeker.

Just so you know :

- I don't blame the company.
- I don't blame the KICT staff who's in charge
- I don't blame Him for any of these things. (nau'uzubillah, forgive me for even having this kind of thoughts)




I just need a little time to adapt and adjust. That's all. I know I can.

Take It or Leave It

You might see I am cute.
You might say I am smart.

On top of that , you might see I am luckier than you. Lucky enough to be happy and grateful to have a fine life, to have good friends who will always be there for me most of the time, to have a sponsor, to always manage getting 3.0 and above and so on. I am grateful. Yes, I am.

But there are things that you don't see behind all these thing. For all these times, I never know what I want. In previous days, I had lived my life by just going-with-the-flow. But only now, I know what I want. Only now that I realized things that I can do better in. Just for this time, I want to do what I want to do. And this involves 3-4 years of commitment. I never meant to degrade the other choice I have, neither I want to be popular with the title 'C dot S' student. This is about my future and in the future I want to do what I like. So...

• you don't get to say that I am overreacted
• you don't get to say that I over think things
• you don't get to say that I am being sorrowful at the wrong place
• you don't get to judge me. at least not now.

I gave up at first, but then I talked to my lecturer(so called my counselor) about this matter, and he said.

: if not, u'll 4ever wonder ..what if....
: which is a very bad situation to be in.. "what if I .... "
: kalau saya jadi aishah,I'll do all I can..no regret..
:and you'll show them that your are serious in your study.

Somehow, new spirits filled me up. I did what I had to do. But again, I was stung. By the company, the kuliyyah staff. The waiting, standing in front of the counter, in crowd was totally 'worth' it.
But, it is okay. I just smiled and I knew I can do this. I was like a half-dead creature climbing down the stairs, one step at a time and heading to cafe to meet my friends.


Then again, at the cafeteria I was crushed by the other news. Okay. That's it. 'I am tired'. That is when I could not hold and I burst..into.. tears. I cried in the middle of lunch . Great.


I used to read a friend of my friend's blog which 90% of the entries are negative and I was like,

'Come on, does not this person has a life, or friends or aim to live for??
'Doesn't s/he know anything than crying, hurting or crapping how terrible his/her life is??'

But now I know what it's like to be in his/her shoes. I am pretty sure you guys are fed up with all the negative posts which derived from the negative aura released by my body. Let's just hope it won't last. okay?










okay. Good.

I fall and fail

Just when i thought everything's gonna be fine,
just when i feel i should wake up and look at the bright side,
just when i am about to begin my first step,i fall. Again.
What am i suppose to do now.
Why's everything is in mess.
What do i do.. Dear God.

aku nda

aku nda ada semangat neh..
sem baru, mana semangat baru...?
aku nda tao apa mo pk neh..
aku nda tao apa mo buat neh..
aku nda tao apa aku merepek neh..
aku nda tao kenapa aku merepek lagi neh..
yang aku tao?

.makan. tidur.main game.

aku nda bule asyik begini..
aku nda bule terus begini..
aku nda bule begini..
aku nda bule..
aku nda bule..
aku nda..
aku nda..
aku..
aku..

kroih..kroih...kroih...
zzz..zzzz.zzzzzzzzzz....zzzz